so, the news are pretty good and bad at the same time so i'm just gonna write them all as pluses and minuses...
+ my youtube channel is about to reach 50 subscribers
+ i have got a tablet so i can draw easly anywhere anytime i have it near me
+ and - i have recently made more music than drawings
+ and - the tablet is capable of playing some better games like Real Racing 3 Minecraft PE etc (why -? because it's gonna take time i could spend drawing/composing/stuff)
+ and - i started hanging with my buddies in real life (we usually just play counter strike using my friend's guns or just sticks)
a HUGE - my dog Aicha has died 2 days ago
a big + i made a song about ^ (and about a video that reminded me of that feeling of loss) you can listen to it here: [link]
a big - i have recently lost will to do anything except for listening to my 2 piano songs (found on channel here [link] )
- after sketching Princess Luna slowly fading away (you know, 1000 years ago) and uploading the sketch to the computer i just don't know how to finish it (which also shows another -: my lack of inspiration)
+ i have finally learned how to draw decent wings
- i have literally destroyed 2 of my mechanical pencils (managed to repair one)

so i'm pretty much on the - for now not even counting school which i already know i won't pass thanks to my asthma's return.
I may upload something but don't expect anything for a while again. Sorry to make you wait even longer.